28 February 2010

Divide

I miss you and your brown eyes,
and the endless skies of home.

I wish I could tell you this tonight,
secretly into your beautiful ear,
on this dark winter night.

27 February 2010

"I want you to fuck me"

Photo by Delicious Satisfaction. December 2009.

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Tangled up in you

Last night, I felt your messy hair between my fingers, your beard against my lonely cheek. I paused for a moment and promised I wouldn't kiss you. I simply wanted to feel your breath on my hungry lips and smell your warm skin so very close, so very far.

It makes me sad to leave this old town again with longing in my heart and fingertips that always want to be a little more tangled up in you.


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21 February 2010

17 February 2010

trust in your love



Trust In Your Love by BLISS
woke this morning feeling strange
dreamt that you were going away
maybe we are traveling at different times
a lonely spirit* that sometimes collide (*possibly incorrect lyrics?!)

i don't want to hold this fear anymore
i want to leave the past behind
i don't want to hold this pain anymore
i want to trust what i begun

did i sleep well last night?
i seem to read for hours on end
a settled mind lets you sleep
i tossed and turned but couldn't weep

i don't want to hold this fear anymore
i want to leave the past behind
i don't want to hold this pain anymore
i want to trust what i begun

i don't want to hold this fear anymore
i want to leave the past behind
i don't want to hold this pain anymore
i want to trust in your love
i want to trust in your love
i want to trust in your love
i want to trust in your love
i want to trust in your love

15 February 2010

car washed hair


"wanna ask but i just stare ... can i run my hands through your car washed hair?"

Car Washed Hair by Mercury Rev (click for song)

09 February 2010

all it takes


all it takes when i am alone at night with my curious hands
is to close my eyes to imagine your sweet breath on my skin
or your lips barely touching that spot on the back of my neck
or the weight of body on mine on the midnight grass
or the way your sexy brown eyes meet mine
~ ~ god, i love your eyes, i sigh ~ ~
and i come so easily.

08 February 2010

Love At First Light



Love At First Light by Joe Jackson

"But, oh, was it ever so good being bad
like a couple of vampires,
deliciously mad.
Saying this is the best blood
that we've ever had
so we drank it all night.
And if we untangle the webs that we weave
then maybe there's room for more laughter
'cause just for a moment I almost believe
in love at first light."


I'm not a Joe Jackson fan but I adore this song. It captures a moment, a story. It makes me feel something hazy and something sad. I can almost feel the ache in my body; the ache of a morning after, the ache of a night of gin drinking and fucking, the ache of loneliness when you connect with a person you know you'll never see again. Ah, I love songs that make me feel.

07 February 2010

Your Day


I remember wishing you well,
many years ago.
I remember how the artificial light
looked against your face,
as we stood in the middle
of that empty mall.
I smiled kindly and held onto the words,
I could not say to you.

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
so I could be standing there before you,
once again, to smile kindly
and wish you well today
instead of that clumsy message
I just left on your answering machine.

What little I have of you in my life,
my beautiful friend,
I am grateful for.

I wish you a lovely day,
wherever you are ~
I smile kindly in your honor!

04 February 2010

Don't Leave



Don't Leave by Ane Brun

Don’t ever leave
That is what you asked of me
do you know what it means
when you plead?

Don’t you ever leave
that is what you said to me
do you know what that can do
to someone like me?

It won’t do us no good
it won’t do us no good

I have no plan to be
anywhere else to but here
or to become someone that leaves
I didn’t even know there was an exit here
darling, don’t you try
to capture me

it won’t do us no good
it won’t do us no good

I am here now
I’m right here by your side
I’ll lay my hand on the couch next to you
you can hold it if you would like to

it will do you good